tired... tired... tired... i am damn tired nw sia...
i wan die ler, physically and mentally tired.... how long more mus i tahan sia!!!
firstly, today morning woke up at 6 plus, brought my bro
to sch and went to sch for cip -.-''
after cip , alot of things happened sia... haiyo..-.-''
argh... nvm , jus get well soon barh ^^
then, sth stupid happened, before i wan go home,
i started searching my bag, all around in sch.
after searching for 15 mins, andre then ask mi , did i bring my bag to
sch today?? i told him, that was a good question.
and i then realise that i forgotten that i did not bring bag to sch!!!!!
oh no, i am so STUPID!!
so, fish, huiling , jamie, andre, alex, astley and mi when to hub for lunch.
on the way there, i kena xialan by someone sia...
so i guai lan back lor...
hahas:D
2 plus, i went home to rest, cos at night got bball gathering...
when i reached home , i planned to eat ler then take a nap for a while,
but after eating, i looked at the tym ,
and it was 4...
so nver slp and then go out to meet nic ler....
then i was like blurr blurr like that sia .
the gathering was at the ah de condo, it was damn nice down there sia...
and when i was playing bball , a singapore team player come
insult mi sia... say i jump so short and he DUNK infront of my face sia...
wah , sian diao -_-
secondly, i am too tired of wat had rlly happened, this few months...
alot of damn stupid things happened, which make mi damn
hate myself... i rlly cannot tahan it ler, i rlly hav to say everything ler...
i not wan to start a cold war, as in
u know i rlly wan to punish myself for choosing that path...
u tot this few months , i very happy everyday ar???
jus to tell u lah, i am NOT, but inorder not to spoil all my frens mood,
i put on a mask to hide my real feelings...
i know that i am selfish that tym , but that is the only thing i can do,becos i think i hav made u damn disappointed in mi, and i duno think after all this i suit to be ur friend anymore.
and i know that he is much bttr than mi...
and he is a guy hu i think can give u more than i can give...
i am not as good as him, i am jus a rubbish as compared to him ,U KNOW THAT!!!!!
so, i decided to be selfish once and let him hav u ...
u tot i damn happy, while doing making the decision... but i rlly rlly rlly hav no
choice... to mi as long as u happy, i am fine with anything ..
that is ALL i wan tell u very long ago....
nw wat i say maybe u dun believe or anything... all i can say that
i am rlly sry for being so selfish...
and i am rlly sincere...
i wan die ler, physically and mentally tired.... how long more mus i tahan sia!!!
firstly, today morning woke up at 6 plus, brought my bro
to sch and went to sch for cip -.-''
after cip , alot of things happened sia... haiyo..-.-''
argh... nvm , jus get well soon barh ^^
then, sth stupid happened, before i wan go home,
i started searching my bag, all around in sch.
after searching for 15 mins, andre then ask mi , did i bring my bag to
sch today?? i told him, that was a good question.
and i then realise that i forgotten that i did not bring bag to sch!!!!!
oh no, i am so STUPID!!
so, fish, huiling , jamie, andre, alex, astley and mi when to hub for lunch.
on the way there, i kena xialan by someone sia...
so i guai lan back lor...
hahas:D
2 plus, i went home to rest, cos at night got bball gathering...
when i reached home , i planned to eat ler then take a nap for a while,
but after eating, i looked at the tym ,
and it was 4...
so nver slp and then go out to meet nic ler....
then i was like blurr blurr like that sia .
the gathering was at the ah de condo, it was damn nice down there sia...
and when i was playing bball , a singapore team player come
insult mi sia... say i jump so short and he DUNK infront of my face sia...
wah , sian diao -_-
secondly, i am too tired of wat had rlly happened, this few months...
alot of damn stupid things happened, which make mi damn
hate myself... i rlly cannot tahan it ler, i rlly hav to say everything ler...
i not wan to start a cold war, as in
u know i rlly wan to punish myself for choosing that path...
u tot this few months , i very happy everyday ar???
jus to tell u lah, i am NOT, but inorder not to spoil all my frens mood,
i put on a mask to hide my real feelings...
i know that i am selfish that tym , but that is the only thing i can do,becos i think i hav made u damn disappointed in mi, and i duno think after all this i suit to be ur friend anymore.
and i know that he is much bttr than mi...
and he is a guy hu i think can give u more than i can give...
i am not as good as him, i am jus a rubbish as compared to him ,U KNOW THAT!!!!!
so, i decided to be selfish once and let him hav u ...
u tot i damn happy, while doing making the decision... but i rlly rlly rlly hav no
choice... to mi as long as u happy, i am fine with anything ..
that is ALL i wan tell u very long ago....
nw wat i say maybe u dun believe or anything... all i can say that
i am rlly sry for being so selfish...
and i am rlly sincere...
